Delusional?
If I saw him today
And he wanted to see me again
My heart would leap
My joy would swell
The tears I produce could fill a well
I would hold on to him
Our hug the only thing that exists
My love persists
But what about all the bad
The pain he caused
Do I forgive
Do I try
Do I do it?
Do I comply?
It is my dream to be with him
But, his cruel side came out
The two sides are there.
I cannot ignore that.
What do I do with my delusion of
Love?
