It feels for a second like my heart will break but then I say
“If he he wanted me back, I would go…”
“No, you won’t, you say that but you won’t”
My best friend talks sense into me.
See, this was my first love.
The only man I have loved.
Does everyone think their first love is their true love?
But, I realize now she is right.
You say things in the moment.
But if I really think about it
With all the good there was
Do I want the bad parts back?