This thesis is one that is close to my heart. It all started when I fell in love in fall of 2013. This was the first time I felt things that made me understand the world in a whole new way. Things suddenly changed and everything felt so alive and everything felt so sharp. Food tasted better, water felt more comforting. My entire existence seemed to change when I fell so hard. Although it was not love I got in return but malice, I wanted to chronicle loves progression in my life. I wanted to do a semester project on it, but it was too extensive to be a semester project. I decided to examine love in a deeper way and weave science into it as well. I want to take different concepts scientific and philosophical. Now, as I take on this thesis lamenting the lost love, I consider what being I love meant to me, and what being loved in return could feel like.